These few days were filled with events that are worth remembering, at least in my blog. But I didn’t. The thought of blogging them without any pictures just failed to appeal to me.

Last Saturday, Isaac held a house warming party but no photos were taken by me. I wonder whether it is due to me being overly stressed in my heartfelt obligation to help out or my uncontrollable tensed up self when it comes to his family. I know he yearns for me to be at ease with his family and likewise, it is my hope that he can interact comfortably with my family. But sometimes it is simply uncontrollable.

Precisely because his family are important people to him, the more I don’t want to display even a pinch of incongruous behaviour. When you desire perfection too much, you tend to be overly tensed up and unnatural. I guess. But I have to say, because of this whole day of interacting and working alongside with his mum and sis, I kind of became more adapted to them. Less tensed.

Then came Monday, where Isaac treated my family for dinner for the first time. I should take some pictures of our dinner but it slipped off my mind. I am feeling lazy these past few weeks. The laziness is hard to describe. It is more of a sense of discontentment with the lack of excitement in my life. Sometimes, I really think that I am quite a conflicting person. I seek stability and simplicity who are inseparable with boredom. But yet, I desire some spice amidst my stable and simple life.

Humans! Such greedy beings!

The purpose of me having a blog filled with pictures of my life is to record it. To encourage myself to live life more vibrantly…more… I don’t know how to put it into words. Just want to leave evidence of parts and parcel of my life. To want to look back one day and reminisce good old days and different sections of my life. Sigh… I don’t think I expressed myself well here.

But I have been feeling “Sian”about my life recently. Just felt that my life is like a self-repeating routine. I guess it is partly because I didn’t take photos on my recent expeditions. Anyway, enough of my whining about my boring life, I shall cheer myself on by making a promise to myself to take more photos from today onwards! I shall not let this lazy bug get to me!

Well, I learnt a new word from Isaac’s GRE vocabulary list. And I LOVE it! Was asking Isaac to keep it in mind and practice it. All my ladies, remember this word!

UXORIOUS: excessively fond of or submissive to one’s wife

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These few days were filled with events that are worth remembering, at least in my blog. But I didn’t. The thought of blogging them without any pictures just failed to appeal to me.

Last Saturday, Isaac held a house warming party but no photos were taken by me. I wonder whether it is due to me being overly stressed in my heartfelt obligation to help out or my uncontrollable tensed up self when it comes to his family. I know he yearns for me to be at ease with his family and likewise, it is my hope that he can interact comfortably with my family. But sometimes it is simply uncontrollable.

Precisely because his family are important people to him, the more I don’t want to display even a pinch of incongruous behaviour. When you desire perfection too much, you tend to be overly tensed up and unnatural. I guess. But I have to say, because of this whole day of interacting and working alongside with his mum and sis, I kind of became more adapted to them. Less tensed.

Then came Monday, where Isaac treated my family for dinner for the first time. I should take some pictures of our dinner but it slipped off my mind. I am feeling lazy these past few weeks. The laziness is hard to describe. It is more of a sense of discontentment with the lack of excitement in my life. Sometimes, I really think that I am quite a conflicting person. I seek stability and simplicity who are inseparable with boredom. But yet, I desire some spice amidst my stable and simple life.

Humans! Such greedy beings!

The purpose of me having a blog filled with pictures of my life is to record it. To encourage myself to live life more vibrantly…more… I don’t know how to put it into words. Just want to leave evidence of parts and parcel of my life. To want to look back one day and reminisce good old days and different sections of my life. Sigh… I don’t think I expressed myself well here.

But I have been feeling “Sian”about my life recently. Just felt that my life is like a self-repeating routine. I guess it is partly because I didn’t take photos on my recent expeditions. Anyway, enough of my whining about my boring life, I shall cheer myself on by making a promise to myself to take more photos from today onwards! I shall not let this lazy bug get to me!

Well, I learnt a new word from Isaac’s GRE vocabulary list. And I LOVE it! Was asking Isaac to keep it in mind and practice it. All my ladies, remember this word!

UXORIOUS: excessively fond of or submissive to one’s wife