I have so much to blog about I don’t know where to start! Okay, let’s start with the newest addition to my wishlist.

This cool Gucci wallet that I saw on someone else’s blog! And I love it! Stole this picture from that blog. Heehee… like any normal greedy human being, I want to see other colours available for this wallet!

Love the ribbon at the top! =)

Moving on to slightly more serious stuff…(its not that serious anyway :P), I was wondering about Tarynn’s blog post along with all the recent broken hearts I heard about.

I wonder, I really do, as to whether it is true that you need to be tortured by love before you get to a perfect one.

I remembered the times when things were ugly between me and my ex and all the foolish things that I did.

How pissed I was at myself for being such an idiot and blah blah blah…

But it all seemed to be in the past. So vague and long-ago that it seemed decades ago when it all took place. I just know that it was a horrendous situation that I never want to be in again but I couldn’t exactly emphathise with myself of the long ago anymore.

I feel lucky for the current stable relationship even though there are still many flaws in it. But then and again, which relationship doesn’t?

At least at this present moment, I felt lucky that my relationship is not giving me major problems and heartbreaks that will push me to pray for the ground to swallow me up or a deadly accident to befall upon me so that I could escape it’s menace.

But, who knows? It might one day developed into a pain in my ass just like how it was decades ago with another someone.

Is it really true? That this stability that I am enjoying in the present was because I suffered in the past? Ain’t there anyone out there who hasn’t suffered before? And is it really true that my love torture is totally over? Or this is just the calmness before the storm? Well, we will see about that.

I wonder again about other stuff. On Sunday in my church, the elder gave a message with these three formulae.

Faithful + Workless = Dead Faith

Faithless + Good works = Dead Works

Faithful + Good works = Perfect Faith

As you can safely project, the elder was encouraging us to move towards the last formula. I suppose I fall under the first formula in case you are wondering. HAHA…

I wondered about this particular bitch (sorry but I can’t help but typed that because certain things that she did and I heard just piss me off!) okay girl.

Well, actually I don’t know her at all but the impression I got was that she seemed to do a lot of community service. That is good works right?

So let’s assume she’s got strong faith and assume that her community service is considered good works. That means she has perfect faith?!!! Then what about all those sickening things that she did?

Perhaps these formulae are still flawed. Or there are some assumptions that weren’t specified. Perhaps, something like by being faithful, you are supposed to display only good behavior.

This whole post is so unorganized and desultory!!!

I am sorry! That’s what happened when you have too much thoughts but too little time to blog. ;)

amor,esperanza y fe 1:49 PM.

I have so much to blog about I don’t know where to start! Okay, let’s start with the newest addition to my wishlist.

This cool Gucci wallet that I saw on someone else’s blog! And I love it! Stole this picture from that blog. Heehee… like any normal greedy human being, I want to see other colours available for this wallet!

Love the ribbon at the top! =)

Moving on to slightly more serious stuff…(its not that serious anyway :P), I was wondering about Tarynn’s blog post along with all the recent broken hearts I heard about.

I wonder, I really do, as to whether it is true that you need to be tortured by love before you get to a perfect one.

I remembered the times when things were ugly between me and my ex and all the foolish things that I did.

How pissed I was at myself for being such an idiot and blah blah blah…

But it all seemed to be in the past. So vague and long-ago that it seemed decades ago when it all took place. I just know that it was a horrendous situation that I never want to be in again but I couldn’t exactly emphathise with myself of the long ago anymore.

I feel lucky for the current stable relationship even though there are still many flaws in it. But then and again, which relationship doesn’t?

At least at this present moment, I felt lucky that my relationship is not giving me major problems and heartbreaks that will push me to pray for the ground to swallow me up or a deadly accident to befall upon me so that I could escape it’s menace.

But, who knows? It might one day developed into a pain in my ass just like how it was decades ago with another someone.

Is it really true? That this stability that I am enjoying in the present was because I suffered in the past? Ain’t there anyone out there who hasn’t suffered before? And is it really true that my love torture is totally over? Or this is just the calmness before the storm? Well, we will see about that.

I wonder again about other stuff. On Sunday in my church, the elder gave a message with these three formulae.

Faithful + Workless = Dead Faith

Faithless + Good works = Dead Works

Faithful + Good works = Perfect Faith

As you can safely project, the elder was encouraging us to move towards the last formula. I suppose I fall under the first formula in case you are wondering. HAHA…

I wondered about this particular bitch (sorry but I can’t help but typed that because certain things that she did and I heard just piss me off!) okay girl.

Well, actually I don’t know her at all but the impression I got was that she seemed to do a lot of community service. That is good works right?

So let’s assume she’s got strong faith and assume that her community service is considered good works. That means she has perfect faith?!!! Then what about all those sickening things that she did?

Perhaps these formulae are still flawed. Or there are some assumptions that weren’t specified. Perhaps, something like by being faithful, you are supposed to display only good behavior.

This whole post is so unorganized and desultory!!!

I am sorry! That’s what happened when you have too much thoughts but too little time to blog. ;)